i've been thinking.. thinking... wat's wrong with me, wat's wrong with the relatinship nwoadays..

I dun deny that I've been more uptight these days.. I know I've been demanding and unreasonable nowadays.. I know my temper is getting from bad to worse nowadays.. I really hope these times will go past fast.. I miss the happy and good times together..

It's only 3 months and we r already facing such problems.. Is this relationship gonna be another destined-to-fail-from-the-start relationship? I dun think so. I know I love him, I know I want him to be mine.

From the initial stage of insecurity, I guess I've moved on to feeling more secure and learnt to trust him more. "for a relationship to last, u need to have trust" How true tat is. I trust u, bb.

I seem to have becoem more and more short circuit, easily short fused these days. I'm getting scared. I"m trying hard not to blow up frequently. I scared u might become another Gerald, I din mention to you that Gerald dumped me cos of my frequent short fuses. I'm scared history will repeat. I am trying to control my temper and give in to you as much as I can. I will do my best to make it work. I'm sure it affects u as much as it did affect me on the relationship problems. Do hope we can work it out soonest.

Miss my bb everyday.