Specially for my b

Before I go on, pls skip over this entry if u r not into mushy stuff, this entry is dedicated to my b so it's gonna be very very very mushy.

BB, I know u r not having a good time (although lotsa sleeping n eating n sleeping n eating), but by the time u read this, it should be over. BB, these few days u r inside I want u to know how much I miss you. U r on my mind every minute every second. Every now and then, I would take out my HP and turn on the backlights cos the wallpaper I use on my fone is u, my b. Absence makes the heart fonder?? How true it is. I also must add absence makes my heart and ur heart bond together more. I know u misses me lots too and I wan u to know how much I misses u too. I dun think I could ever describe how much I misses you, how I wish days would pass by faster then I can see you and hug you all day long. Although two days have passed, this week it felt as if 3-4 days have passed, I know it has not been easy for you either, with the training and stuff, esp the outfield on wed-thurs. Rest assured I'll always be supporting you in everything u do. Rememebr that day you told me about ur ippt results and how sad u sound on the fone, when I asked why, u said cos u have disappointed me. Let me tell u this, b, I'm very proud of you, no matter the results. I know u have done ur best and very truthfully, U have NOT disappointed me. Watever ur results, I know u have put in ur best and I will always be proud of you. VERY proud of u, in fact.

These few days, I wake up every morning to feel the love for you in me, to feel the missing of you. I then realise how deeply in love I am with you.

BB, 我真的好想好想你！！！也好爱好爱你！！！！

This is home truly~~

Dunno why, recently few of my frens are talking about getting their own homes. I have always wanted to have a home of my own too. A place, no matter how big or small, that I can call my own. I dun mind the amount of space available, be it a 1-room, 2-room, 3-room or condo etc. I just wan to have a place that I can come home to after work, with my partner there. Simple dinner, listening to music, watching tv with my partner by my side. Come home to him smiling, hugging him to sleep every nite. Putting pictures of him, and us all over the place. Some place I really can call my nest.

wahahaha

but of cos, all the above are just dreamy stuff, ideal stuff which I love to have, Simple it may sound but God knows when I can achieve that kind of dream. Looking forward to that day I can hug u to sleep every nite, b...
:P

This is home truly, where I know I must be
This is where I won't be alone, for this is where I know it's home

We're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo~

How about you, you you? You can come too too too~

I know this is a bit late but on this yr's national day, I had one of the most unforgettable National Day.

Met up with bb, feng and pam to go to the zoo on that day!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As I was telling them, the last time I remember I went to the zoo, my cousin was still in a pram, now she's in secondary 3 or 4 already!?!?!?! wat the hell?!?!?!?! so long liao man!!!!

Anyway, we had a superb time at the zoo, taking lotsa pictures of ourselves, of the animals, watching the animal shows. Later on, will post the pictures for u pple to view. now still pending for bb to send me the fotos.

After the zoo trip, we adjourned to Aljunied Crescent for claypot rice and chicken wing dinner.
How could I ever forget to mention about these 4 crazy self high pple trying to be very very VERY patriotic.. Throughout the whole journey, we were ranting nonstop national day songs, from "We are Singapore" to "Count on me, Singapore" to "Stand up for Singapore" etc. Pple who could hear us must have tot that we have gone bonkers from the heat or too "ai guo". Guo ran...

After the sinful dinner, we decided to rush to Cosy Bay to catch the fireworks and to squeeze with tonnes of many equally sua-ku or patriotic pple. On the way there, bb who got so high couldn't stop singing. He almost wanted to wind down the window and shout "good job" to the traffic police and army personnel on duty by the road. Think the heat must have gotten to him but bb, u r so god damn cute loh.. wahahaha.. shhh.. zhen de tai rou ma le..
wahahaha

Anyway, after we managed to find a lot for xiao bai, we rushed our way to cosy bay in order not to miss the fireworks. Although I wouldn't say the fireworks were magnificent, at least the trip was worth it, with bb watching the beautiful fireworks with me and oso pam and feng beside..
wahahaha

After the whole fireworks was finally over, we made our way to xiao bai and realise that there was a massive jam!!!! And from the looks of it, we wont be out in another one hour's time. So in order to keep ourselves sane and occupied, we did more insane stuff in the car. At first,we played a singing game; all of us were to sing a song with a stipulated word in it. The first word being 我. WE had lotsa fun trying to come up with songs but soon we got bored oft his game and we end up singing national day songs AGAIN... This time round, we decided to include our frens who are not with us into our fun. First person we called was Ryan Shen, upon connection and chatting with him for a while, I put him on loudspeaker and started singing Stand up for Singapore to him. Can imagien his look at that pt of time. After him, it was Jerms follwed by Wai meng and then Lynn. All of them were bewildered, not knowing to laff or cry, listening to 4 siao kias.

It was totally hilarious.

The day ended perfectly with desserts at East Coast McCafe and a brief walk at the beach.

Thanks BB for such a wonderful day!!!
Thanks Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dear and Pampam for such great companions.

p/s: the pics will be right up soon

爱真的需要勇气。。。。

Grinning to myself like a small kid, it's been very long since i felt such happiness in me. I so wanna exclaim to the whole world, how happy I am to have you, how proud of u I am, how much I love you. I so treasure the times we had spent together so far, even the simplest thing in life done with you is such a happy time. Although I keep teasing u, keep denying it, I'm sure you can feel it that I really love you. Ah feng knows it, Ah pam knows it and I'm very sure u know it as well, how much I love you.

I may seem a bit nonsensical at times, but I really like you to know tat whatever i say or do, it stems from the fact I love you. Initially, I really din dare to put any feelings in. U know I've been hurt before (who hasn't??!!! wat the hell!!) and I'm scared to love again, I've talked to feng, pam they all and gladly, they gave me the right advice and I took it so here we are~!
My bb is such an adorable person, forever so child like, so cute. Never fail to amuse me with his antics but also makes me wanna love him more, wanna pamper him more. But hor, cant blame me for feeling insecure also. He's such an eligible guy, good looks, nice body, nice character, great smile, lovely eyes, adorable persoanlity, how could there not be anyone who wont fall for him. Like wat feng and tang said, we r such direct opposties. So really cant blame me for feeling insecure, right?? hee hee..

*PIAKS* *SLAPS*

You xu yao ma LEONARD TOH!!! Mei you li mao!!!

I know someone sure gonna say this.. hee hee but, it's really how I feel and this is MY blog!! so I can say wat I want!!!
wahahaha

Anyways, BB, if u happen to read this, I wont promise you the stars or the sky. But I promise I will love you and protect u till the day u dun wan me.

HAIYO!!! XU YAO MA?!?!?!?!?! SO MUSHY LEH UR POST!!!!!! ZZHEN SHI DE!!!!!!

my goosebumps all come out! eeeeeksssss wahahahahahaha *evil laffter*

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Updates

It's such a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time since i update my blog. Many have been pestering and asking me to update. It's not that I dun update but I really got nothing to update. Dun wish to bore u pple with boring updates. Now though I am updating, it's still gonna be boring updates. Hee hee =P

Most pple would know by now, I'm currently working in Aviva contact centre, how boring that sounds right..
wahahaha

bu thank god, just like in Pru, I'm blessed with many fun-loving colleagues and luckily, if not for them, I guess I would have left the job already. So many thanks to these few gals, my weekends and evenings and even work time is so much more enjoyable and happening!

Thanks feng, thanks pam thanks jerms~! wahahahaha

Pam is a petite cute gal with very low self confidence, she should be more confident, I've been telling her tat she is not bad looking at all! cute and petite! very adorable! very kawaii jap look~!

As for ah feng, she's my AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH dear. This gal is the direct opposite of pam, very confident of herself. Maybe a bit too confident.. hee hee but still kawaii lah.. All thanks to her for waiting for me at the train station every morning. If not my morning train ride is so boring. and also thanks to her for being such wodnerful and super strict exercise buddy. making sure i do my laps, she always says, she's doing on someone's behalf.. zhen shi de!

Ms jerms is this super act blur super greedy guy.. Jiak Liao Bee is his hokkien name. Eat so much and yet dunno all go where.. He's so fair and skinny, i think most of us are jealous! cos he can eat and eat nonstop, without fear of becomign fat!! unlike me, even take in air oso will become fat.. sob sob.. so sad! why he so hao ming one?!?!?!

anyway, thanks to feng and pam, my social circle expand even more.. thanks to both of u, my stay in contact centre and being the outlet for bitches has becoem slightly more bearable.

okie lah.. no more updates liao./. quite boring hor..
once i got the pics of those gals mentioned above, will upload for u pple out there..
in the meantime, thank you for calling Leonardblog. Have a nice day. Bye~!